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deathdred

Rappin in this beat dude talkin bout dyin
Been doing some of that so i thought id take to tryin
 Been round a lil longer guzzling coffee quite
 for a bit 
Drinking from some cans body feelin like shit

Nerve damage everyday damn sweat myself awake
Cant fall back asleep so i stay up playin quake 
Getting pretty good in my bouts of sleep deprival
Catch me clickin on a mouse when i wanna click a rife

Can barely take a shower without getting light headed
Executive dysfunction cant get past my deadheadin
Shut in from the outside both my house and myself
Dying aint romantic its a special kind of hell

Muscle pains i cant explain can barely play games
Chainsmoking cigarettes just to skip a couple frames
Speedrunning irl cuz this game stopped being fun
Look at the world around me and goddamn i wanna run

And i dont have some kinda love i can claim that made it worth.
Kind hard to think of that when your shaking slammin nerds
Just lay the fuck down youre gonna star lt feelin worse
Hot and cold at once as your muscles gettin terse

Steps used to remediate send me in the other way
Shakin quite a bit less but full of muscle pain
Still cant fall asleep up late fighting migranes
Keeps me staring at ceiling as night drifts to day 

Did this to myself cuz i dont know when to quit
Busting up my ass sending megabytes to git
Not stepping from my desk till im about to collapse
Never tried to quit my drugs so i never relapse

Only time im feelin decent i try to record a couple lines
Write em when im feelin shitty so im writing all the time
Sheets all soaked in sweat so i cant stay in my  bed 
Catch me dyin at my desk cuz you wont ever stop dred